Nakalkal ko ang notebook nya then nakita ko nakaipit ung letter nung dati nyang niligawan dun naka tape pa. Then I asked him bat nakadikit pa to then kinuha nya sakin at tinanggal nya then sabi ko sakanya umuwi na sya. He told me that hindi sya uuwi until masettle namin to. I left him in the living room while playing the piano. Pumunta ako sa kwarto then naririnig ko pa dn ung piano then narinig ko ung pinto sumara lumabas ako after a few seconds then umalis na pala di man ngpaalam. And sabi nya hindi sya aalis. Napahiya pa ko sa tita ko kasi parang wala daw tao sa bahay para d sya magpaalam. It hurts me so badly. I cant take it anymore. Im so tired loving him so much. Its time to let go. And this decision is final. I promise. :(

Mar 31 -
My decision is final. </3

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H-E-L-L-O. Camille Rose Fernandez. 16 years of age. Proud to be Filipina. Laugh as much as you can. Geeez. Pampa! :)